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tattered tentRecently I realized that many of us are doggedly striving to hold onto ground that is not ours to hold.  While we assume that ground is our precious and rightful possession, to be defended at all cost, we are sadly deceived.   God calls us to move forward into His promises and purposes for us.  However, quite often, after the initial excitement of salvation and of digging into the glorious truths expressed in His word and the benefits of knowing Jesus as our Lord, we set out on the road to our new life and end up waylaid on the roadside, or even in a ditch.   When the storms of life come our way (and they DO!), we are fiercely focused on survival and somehow end up taking on the identity of the storm rather than the identity of our Savior.   Before we know it, we are hanging on in Camp Lack, Camp Fear, Camp Loss, Camp Infirmity, or Camp Despair.  Our struggle to hold on in adversity has become our identity, without our realizing it.   

When we feel stuck, what can we do?  The first step is to recognize that the Lord never intended us to camp there in the first place; He has appointed us to bear His identity and to break out of captivity to the things that weigh us down.  Does that mean we never face storms or problems?  Of course not!  However, it does mean that we seek Him first and trust Him to impart His nature to us as we move through the storm (as opposed to securing our tent pegs in the wrong camp).  

In Micah 2:13, the prophet says:  “The breaker  [the Messiah, who opens the way] shall go up before them [liberating them]. They will break out, pass through the gate and go out;
so their King goes on before them, the Lord at their head.”  It is high time we abandon the land of captivity, move OUT, and move INTO the new fields of fruitfulness and pastures of provision!  

Father, show me where I have parked and set up my tent in the wrong camp!  Teach me how to pull up the stakes and move out and on with you, in Jesus’ Name!

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Residue from the Past? Bloom Anyway!

After a sustained bout of fervid horticultural attempts during the first ten years or so of my adult life, I came to the conclusion that proper care of plants proved far too time-consuming for my role as an overwhelmed mother of several young children.   I consequently threw myself into the silk plant trend with the goal of avoiding watering, fertilizing, rotating pots seasonally for optimum light requirements, and other such cumbersome details.

After several years of contented, indoor-plant-free living, a friend presented me with an orchid.  The flowers were delicate, exotic, and beautiful.  They lingered long enough to guarantee my heartfelt attachment to the plant.  In a moment of lapsed reasoning, I read up on orchids, trimmed off the old stems, and placed the barren potted stub in a northeast window.   Every so often, I remembered to put an ice cube in the little pot.   After a year or so of such treatment, I began to imagine I spotted a tiny sign of new growth.  I moved it to a different northeast-facing window in the kitchen, where I could keep the stub under closer observation.  In the meantime, various friends foisted their own abandoned orchids on me, as they claimed they did not wish to take care of them.  Two more friends gave me additional orchids as a gift.  I now have six orchids, happily shooting out new roots in sundry directions and occasionally surprising me with a bloom.

Apparently orchids are the perfect houseplants for me, as they thrive on neglect (my method of plant care)!  Over time, I have come to admire their beauty and have learned a few lessons in the process.   They require little water and seem to thrive when root-bound.   Their roots reach valiantly out of the potting medium through the air, seeking sunlight.   Am I that energetic and motivated when deprived of my creature comforts or under pressure?  I think not!

The several orchids I have observed generally bloom once a year.   After blooming, a leaf or two may turn yellow and appear to be dying; it is important not to pull the fading leaf off the plant until it nearly falls off on its own.   However, new blooms typically do not form until the fading leaves come off, new roots press toward the sunlight, and a new center stalk forms, a stalk that will ultimately bear buds for the new flowers.   This process follows in sequence on a schedule unique to the particular type of orchid.

However, one of my orchids is now in its third blooming cycle this year.  Moreover, it has two unsightly yellow, limp leaves that have failed to fall off the plant.   However, the fading leaves have not discouraged this orchid from unashamedly erupting again into glorious blooms!  I am reminded that perhaps we shouldn’t wait for the residue of the old seasons in our lives to be completely gone before we press into the new season.   Sometimes wheat grows with the tares; things that bear fruit may grow among a few weeds in our lives.   Retaining some baggage from a season that is ending should not prevent me from boldly moving forward into a season of growth.  In time, I will succeed in dropping my old suitcases from the prior season in favor of the beautiful growth of the new one.   In the meantime, I need to stop using the detritus of the old season as an excuse for failing to move forward.

Similarly, in my walk with Jesus, I was far from perfect when I came into relationship with Him. (If I had waited until I was perfect to know Him better, I would never have known Him!) He was not rattled by the evidence of sin, pain, and bondage in my life, for He knew what kind of growth He had created me to sustain.  He graciously tolerates my flaws as He sets about creating something of beauty.  Instead of cowering in the corner, ashamed of my imperfections, I can move forward with Him and allow Him to birth beauty in my life.   The dead leaves will fall off in due time.   

In Luke 17:14, we read that Jesus healed ten lepers.  However, they did not stand waiting before Jesus until the healing happened.   Instead, “He said to them, ‘Go [at once] and show yourselves to the priests.’ And as they went, they were cured and made clean.”  (AMPC)  Often, we are healed in the process of being obedient to move on; we are healed “in the going.”  If I obey the Lord to do what He asks me to do and choose to trust Him despite my circumstances and my “dead leaves,” I can move forward into the next season and bear fruit.   The fruit-bearing process will ultimately trigger the shedding of the baggage of the past season.   What a wonderful reminder from my valiant orchid!


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טליתא קומי Little Girl, Arise!

sleeping-beautyHave you ever felt drained of all motivation?  Have you asked yourself when your passion for life evaporated?  Perhaps the dreams and desires you yearned to fulfill when you were young have all but disappeared.  After months or even years of waiting for progress, maybe you decided to relinquish those dreams and label them visions of grandeur or vain imaginations.  For all practical purposes, those dreams seem as good as dead.   The very real cares and challenges of life seem to loom like giants, blocking any vision of dreams that once fueled your passions.  

In Mark 5:22-43, we read the account of Jairus’ daughter, who was seriously ill and on the brink of death when Jairus requested that Jesus come and heal her.  Clearly, Jairus, who was one of the local synagogue leaders, had some level of confidence that Jesus was capable of healing his daughter and preventing her from dying.   However, en route to the house, a desperately ill woman in the crowd touched the hem of Jesus’ garment; when He realized someone had touched Him, He stopped to speak with the woman and assured her that her faith in Who He was had released healing to her.  In the meantime, after this apparent delay in the urgent trip to heal Jairus’ daughter, someone arrived from Jairus’ household to report that his daughter had died; there was no point in bothering Jesus for healing.

THAT was, no doubt, what Jesus was waiting for!  We function within the confines of time, but Jesus is the Creator of all time and space, and He was not threatened by the death report.  He heard it but ignored it, and He even exhorted Jairus to keep on believing in the face of that dire news!  In fact, when Jesus arrived at Jairus’ home, mourners were already wailing loudly in front of the house.   Nonplussed, He questioned why they were mourning and asserted that the little girl was not dead but sleeping (apparently a laughable statement in view of the seemingly obvious circumstances!).  He entered the home, took the little girl by the hand, and said, “Little girl, arise!”   To the astonishment of her parents and Jesus’ disciples, she immediately got up and started walking around the room.  

Things are NOT always what they appear to our human eyes.  When we have lost our passion and buried our dreams, we tend to consider ourselves dead in terms of any future, any further adventures, or any hope.   However, Jesus regards us and our circumstances quite differently.  Clearly, He even defines death differently.   His thinking processes are far higher than ours (Isaiah 55:8-9).  

Could it be possible that God has been waiting for you to die to your version of the dreams He planted in you, as He desires to resurrect those dreams in a more glorious form than you could have imagined, had you persisted with your own timetable?  Resurrection and restoration are far grander than human achievement.  Listen for His voice saying, “Little girl, arise!”   You might be surprised at the power of the fresh life you find in Him to empower you for a new season you thought would never come!

Father, I give You my dead, lifeless hopes and dreams and the sense of destiny and purpose I once allowed to burn within me.   I surrender them to You, in Jesus’ Name.  Would You take my hand and empower me to arise at Your touch?   

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What Do You Have in Your Hand?

6a00d8341cbbc953ef0147e139bbda970b-800wiSo often, we tend to spend inordinate amounts of time worrying about our inadequacies and deficiencies.   We feel we are not up to the task at hand; we lack the training or knowledge to perform well in a given situation, or we brand ourselves as failures before we even attempt to solve a problem. However, God is not the least bit concerned about what we do NOT have in our hand, as He is more than capable of compensating for our shortcomings!

Instead, He merely asks us:   “What do you have in your hand?”   The question He asked Moses was just that!  In Exodus 4:1-3a, we read:  Moses answered, “What if they do not believe me or listen to me and say, ‘The Lord did not appear to you?’;” Then the Lord said to him, “What is that in your hand?”  “A staff,” he replied.  The Lord said, ‘Throw it on the ground.”  God asks us to acknowledge what we already have in our hand, what is already available to us.  Then, He asks us to throw it down and relinquish it to Him.

Again, when Jesus prepared to use His disciples to feed the five thousand, He asked them, “How many loaves do you have?  Go and see.”  (Mark 6:38) When they responded that they had five loaves and two fish, Jesus was nonplussed.   He took the meager supply that they gave Him (which was woefully inadequate by anyone’s estimation), gave thanks for the loaves and the fish, and gave them to the disciples to distribute among the thousands of hungry people.  As we know, everyone ate to his fill, and there were leftovers that exceeded the initial amount of food donated!   The key was that those who possessed the initial paltry supply had to relinquish the little that they had.

The Lord works the same kind of miracles today — He regularly asks us to offer Him — to “throw down” — whatever meager supply we have in our hands.  As we give Him what we have, He works miracles of multiplication with the little that we give Him.   He does not even bother to consider what we lack, as He is the One who fills all in all!  (Ephesians 1:23 NKJV)   He is more than able to compensate for our inadequacy, and He is the God of more than enough!  “And God is able to make all grace abound toward you, that you, always having all sufficiency in all things, may have an abundance for every good work.” (2 Corinthians 9:8)

What is the message from these verses?  We can honestly acknowledge our inadequacy and recognize that we are not up to any challenge that may face us; when we relinquish what little we do have to the Lord, He takes over and supernaturally multiplies our apparent lack into an abundance of supply!  He loves to “daily load us with benefits!” (Psalm 68:19)   Truly, He is the God of miracles and multiplication, the God who supplies all our need, the God of more than enough; we only need to give Him the little we have.   Our lack is His opportunity!

Thank You, Father, for the clear signs in my life that I truly am lacking!  Thank You for my inadequacies and weaknesses, for they serve as opportunities for You to fill my life with Your supply and Your glory! Help me to give You everything — the little I think I have — that You may work wonders!


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Managing the Manger?


What is it, in fact, that confounds us when we are confronted with the Baby Jesus, God-With-Us?  Does God always answer your prayers in the ways we expect?   Does He come to us in ways we would prefer or imagine?   Typically, no!   We often have difficulty recognizing His ways and certainly are challenged in understanding His timing.  In fact, sometimes I haven’t been terribly thrilled with the answers to my prayers.  


At the time of Christ’s birth, the Jews had been waiting for centuries for their Messiah; under the oppression of a Roman emperor, they were groaning (yet again) for deliverance and political freedom.   I would imagine that the promise of a Messiah who would rule and reign forever, with the government on his shoulders, must have sounded pretty appealing.  They certainly had good reason to put faith in the promises of their prophets for the advent of the King of Kings. 


Yet – no!  He came as a baby, in human form, fully God yet fully man in fragile flesh.   Although the newborn baby was, no doubt, endearing and precious, there is something frightening and disarming about the power of God’s almighty, earth-shaking Presence resident in that cute swaddled bundle!   Suddenly, despite being drawn to the Baby in the manger, I have found myself shaking and frightened.   Had Jesus first appeared to me as a warrior king, I would have applauded and cheered.   Instead, He stole in quietly, completely disarming and disconcerting me, leaving me wondering (and worrying) what He actually had in mind. 


Is this the devil-defeating, earth-quaking Creator of the universe?  What are the implications of His intervention in my life?   What does it mean to truly yield myself 100% to this Savior whom I hardly know, certainly did not immediately recognize, and yet who knows me better than I know myself?   Yes, I am disconcerted and a bit fearful of Him, and I myself feel defenseless and exposed.   


Maybe that is why we sometimes feel tempted to simply leave Jesus in the manger until Easter.   Maybe that is why we dread confronting Who He really wants to be for us:   we dread the exposure attendant to a real relationship with the awe-inspiring, all-powerful, living God.   Sometimes it is hard to remember that the Holy Spirit only exposes for the purpose of healing our hearts and minds, as we are so accustomed to the enemy exposing us to accuse and condemn us, and we are already woefully familiar with our own faults and shortcomings.  


Will I pick the Baby Jesus up and own Him and allow Him access to my heart?   That is the question.   Will He grow in my life, or will I insist He stay in the manger until time to be nailed to the cross? 

Father, I thank You for the gift of Jesus Christ, Your only-begotten Son, my Savior and Redeemer.  May His presence and character expand in my heart and mind and spill forth in a way that will attract others to You and Your goodness!

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Is the Yoke on You?

yoke-modelRecently I heard an excellent devotional prepared by a friend on the subject of yokes.  As I meditated on her words, I began to realize that it is very easy to take on a heavy yoke without realizing it.

After all, Jesus did say, ” These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace.  In the world you will have tribulation [trouble]; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.” (John 16:33, NKJV)  Challenges and troubles do not magically vanish from our lives merely because we are Christians; on the contrary, we can expect trials and tribulations from time to time.   Of course, we believe that Jesus has overcome the world, and with it all the attendant troubles, but sometimes we do not feel very victorious!

The key to overcoming those challenges is how I manage them.  Often, I am overcome by the weight of the problems I confront; in seeking to resolve them righteously, I tend to bear the burden without remembering that the main part of the load is something Jesus promises to bear.   Peter encouraged us to give all our worries and cares to God Jesus, for He cares about us (1 Peter 5:7, NLT).

Although Jesus told us to expect tribulation in this life, He also tells us His yoke is easy:  

Is Jesus contradicting Himself?   He promises we will face trials, urges us to cast our cares on Him, then tells us His burden is light.   How can that be?

If we remember that Jesus bore the weight of all the sins of the world on the Cross, we can understand that rolling the weight of our troubles onto Him is equivalent to placing those situations on the Cross.   As a result of His resurrection, the weight of our sins, challenges, trials, problems, and pain is no longer heavy or burdensome, not even to the Lord of Heaven and Earth, as He already bore that weight for us.

Seemingly identical objects manufactured from different materials can have very different weights.  For example, an enamel-coated aluminum pan would be far easier to pick up than an enamel-coated cast iron pan of the same size.   We might not even notice the difference until we attempted to pick them up!

I have discovered that this same principle is operative for me in regard to my burden-bearing tendencies:  often I begin to respond to the call of the Holy Spirit to pray for someone, resolve a complex spiritual problem, give advice, or intercede for a very dark issue, only to find myself pinned under the weight of the problem I thought I was responding to in a righteous manner.   When I find myself paralyzed with the heaviness of the troubles of this life, it is because I have unwittingly picked up the wrong yoke!   It LOOKED like Jesus’ yoke, but it was not at all light or easy.

Father, show me where I have shouldered burdens you already paid for at the Cross; help me to lay down counterfeit yokes (which are always too burdensome for me!) and pick up YOUR yoke.  Your yoke is easy, and Your burden is light.   Thank You for hitching me to Your yoke with You, Jesus.   You are able to pull me through any trouble we face!

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Shed the Shroud

alisha041Perhaps it comes as no surprise to most of us that even dedicated Christians find themselves subject to depression, sorrow, and shame.  What’s more, the burden of guilt for feeling depressed, sorrowful, and ashamed is often worse than the feelings themselves.  After all, aren’t Christians supposed to be the happiest people on earth?  Based on God’s Word we can be confident that Jesus has set us free from sin and released us into a new life permeated with His Presence.  By His Holy Spirit, He is readily available to us — as near to us as the breath we breathe.

Yet somehow, many of us labor under an all-too-familiar shroud of sorrow and shame that we cannot seem to shake.   In fact, we tend to think that that sorrow or shame is part of who we are, our cross to bear, our thorn in the flesh.  As such, we endeavor to simply cope with the heaviness and own it as our just due, as something unchangeable this side of heaven.  

However, that shroud is a cloak of death thrown over us by the enemy of our souls.   His goal is to choke off the joy God has made available to us and to blind us to God’s perspective on our lives.  The enemy blankets us in darkness and hopelessness; he loves to convince us that his heaviness is, in reality, part of who we are, a part we are powerless to change.   

When Jesus raised Lazarus from the dead, He called him forth from death into life. Lazarus emerged from the grave; however, he was still clothed in the grave clothes in which he had been wrapped prior to burial.   Jesus instructed Lazarus’s friends and family to remove the grave clothes and let him go (see John 11).   Sometimes I think I neglect to ask others to help me remove the shrouds that the enemy persists in tossing over me.  I think I should be able to toss them off by myself — which I only rarely am able to do!   Often, I muddle through a week or so without recognizing that the shroud is NOT part of me, my personality, or my calling.  It is a dark cloak of death that suffocates everything the Lord has breathed into me!

Jesus, help us to speak life to one another and remove the shrouds of futility, hopelessness, depression, sorrow, fear, and shame that so readily block our vision and drag us down.   We choose to step out from under the heaviness of those grave clothes and into Your marvelous light!   Thank You for delivering us from the undertow of our past and the dark thoughts that would like to chain us to darkness.   You are truly our Deliverer! Empower us to shed the shroud and to yank it off one another!  Thank You for Your resuscitation station that enables me to shed the shroud of darkness and shun the shame!  You are glorious and full of hope, and I thank You for Your light and life that conquers every shred of darkness!

“This is the message we have heard from him and declare to you: God is light; in him there is no darkness at all.” (1 John 1:5 NLT)




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